January 2009
Hello Saggitarius,
You can figure it out yourself. The usual Virgo and Taurus landed in my life and now are wanting to step out. What am I to do, stick to a feeling that’s no longer there? No bubz, moving along the line. Experiencing new things. And finally, making myself happy. Something I haven’t done in a while. My heart has two faces, not me. One, a complete love fool. Two, an apathetic beast....
Dramatization
Don’t get me wrong, but I only push you harder and harder to make you stronger. Ever heard of tough love? Why should I be nice, I didn’t sign up to be nice, I signed up to make some difference in my life. I wasn’t always like this. Being that ncie girl I was a few years back. But i’m gradually getting there again. Hitting my weak spots. But for now, I’ll reside.
Play Me A Song
Play Me A Song
About heartache. I promise I can sing every word. So I ask, when will it be my turn. When will it be me. Day after day I prolong the hours to pass by. Many opportunities I let but only when I had a voice of a so called angel. What about me. And all the other things I can do. I’ve already lost one love, why lose another. Everyone has problems. I get it. But there are outsiders who...
In A World With No Worries
How amazing would that be. Just imagine, your own world where you can run away and relieve all stress off your shoulders. Beautiful. Let me tell you about my day :)
Start off with the usuaul, “Harrieth, you’re going to be late for school!” Don’t worry, I have a note. So don’t you dare put me through tardy sweep ever again. Sitting in a room full of sophomoric...
Deal or No Deal
I feel so untouched. So let’s make a deal. After this year (2009), no more with the Homo Life. It was fun for the past… six years, but I want to move on. And I was very wrong. This bisexual thang, was just a phase for me. All it is now is pleasure and heartbreak. Plus, more drama. Sure, I’ll always be bisexual, but i’ll only have fun. Relationship status? No thank you. In...
Too Much For Me
But I never ever felt like this before, though I can’t Ignore. That i’m scared, not scared of living. I’ll decide what’s best for me. The future is coming in fast and I’m still here. Still standing on full ground. Waiting for something to happen. Can it possibly be change? I lurk around this neighborhood, with one step ahead of my shadow, the time was yet to tell me I...
Over My Head, Out of My League, I Love You.
Sometimes, we don’t listen to ourselves. That we say whatever comes what may. We act on things no other being can explain but ourselves. What is there to lose when you take a chance. Taking chances is another one’s gain. It’s all in the mind. Murmur.. In one ear and out the other. Have my ears deceived me. I’m beginning to catch things I don’t want to hear. I’m...
Mind Over Matter
Just because I love you, and you love me, that doesn’t mean that “we’re meant to be.” But I still believe that you and I both can over come any obstacle man will put us through. Months after months I’m still traveling this distance between us trying to reach for your heart, and when the time came, my hand was in yours. That’s when I knew “meant to...